It's the scariest thing ever to realize how much someone means to you. When it hits you, all these thoughts and questions rush through your head at once. A sad emotion even starts to creep on you slowly inch by inch as you start to wonder.
What if for some reason things don't work out? How are you possibly going to live without them?
Someone that was once a stranger now is the only person you know like the back of your hand. Someone you once had no emotions for, now has the power to break your heart. Someone you used to never hangout with, now owns most of your time. Someone that you thought you'd never love, owns your entire heart. Someone you once lived without, you now wish to hold on forever.
I'm really proud to say I'm a much happier person now ever since I met you, J. I love how you're willing to do anything and everything to make me happy, knowing that you're willing to travel all the way from the east to see me at the west means a lot to me. I can feel that things are slowly falling into place when I thought I would never find a reason to be happy again ever since I broke up, you came along and you changed everything. :) I'm really really thankful for you.
